Saturday, 12 December 2009

13-12-08 13-12-09 My Angel a year has passed

Just My words.......................
A rose petal will fall like these tears from my eyes
The pain in my heart no smile can ever disguise
I look at your picture , now blurred from my view
But My memory etched on my last day with you
A snowdrop will bloom again in the spring
Along with daffodils and birds on the wing
They will flit and will flutter from budding new tree's
And time goes around with nature with ease
A new day will come and sun shine will break
But my heart all alone will continuesly ache
The love for My Mother so missed by us all
Will be always with me when Autum will fall

So just like that flower your eternal love will grow
So deep, buried with in me
But my tears forever will flow

A year has passed my sweetheart and i miss and long to hug you and hold you close and give a kiss to dad too

i remain your everloving daughter susan xxxxxxxxxxxxx R.I.P nite nite both of you xxx

Friday, 27 November 2009

Remembering My Angel

Today i recieved in the post the tiny paper christmas decoration to write in memory of my Mum from our funeral directors i noticed when arranging my mums funeral for christmas eve i looked a the lovely rememberance christmas tree...ive not too been too bad till the letter arrived and i want to write something on it to go there and hang it in her memory ....and for the first time in my life im stuck...i just cant find the words......i feel in sinking again and as her year anniversary is looming 13th December in so terribly sad......and feal so lonely....its going to be a hard christmas but not just for me..and i wish with all my heart i could help ease others suffering too...but i feel i can say to any one reading this is i do know what you all must be feeling and all i can send is a gentle you all

Thursday, 19 November 2009

My leap into the unknown ..Welcome

This is my leap into the unknown...its a place to come each and everyone to share those times when lifes getting you let go of say what perhaps you cannot say else where to tell a loved one passed they are still in your heart and your thoughts The only thing i ask of you is to keep this for the intentions it has been created not to abuse it and defile it but to grow and love it with the love it has been created respect it please don't misuse it...let us grow together share are love share our emotions do and say what you feel and if lifes a bitch..then lets kick it we are only human and along many paths we travel in different directions yet we all still can learn from each other and remember your not alone.
Over the next few months there hopfully will be support if you need it taken from others
there will be poems times to reflect
happy memories you want to share
all ideas to make this a happy contented home
will be your home to come and leave your thought your prayers
or just have a tantrum
remember though to respect your voice as not to offend
remeber too we all need to be heard
we all are here but once
but you will not walk alone
love guide you
hugs sassyx

Sunday, 15 November 2009

In Loving Memory of Henry aged 3

Just found this how sad it is too learn of these much loved angels have to leave us
but you could do something for the family
I'm so sad to say that Design Team member Sarah Anderson’s 3 year old son Henry passed away on Monday, November 2nd. Little Henry was unable to overcome a virus that made him ill. Henry loved his local zoo and visited it almost every day in the summer. As a memorial, trees will be planted there in his honor. All proceeds from the sale of this digital stamp, minus Paypal fees, will go to the purchase of a memorial tree in honour of Henry. Thank you for your donation.

pop over to PCS DIGI STAMPS if you want to help

we are thinking of you Sarah and your family at the very difficult time hugs sassyx

Wednesday, 11 November 2009

In Memory of Layton John Cleaver

A letter from Crafters Kitchen
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
In Memory of Layton John Cleaver

I'm asking all my lovely blogger friends for help in raising some funds for the Meningitis Search 4 a Vaccine Campaign.

If you could spread the word we would all be forever grateful.

As most of you know, recently we lost a precious child from our family to Meningitis.

Above is a Picture Of Layton John Cleaver with Dad David and Mam Kim

A note from Kim and David
Layton was always a happy lively character, always on the go. Every where he went and who ever he saw, he greeted them with a loud and clear "hiya" followed by such an infectious laugh.We lost our special little boy aged 16 months, on 27th October 2009, after a very short and unexpected fight to the horrific disease meningococcal septicaemia.Always in our hearts and thoughts baby dumpling. Gone but never forgotten. Love you always Mammy & Daddy XXX

Two exceptional talented artist have given their time to create Digi Stamps, Jim Harker made the Little Soldier Stamp and Mo Manning made the Out There Stamp.
Our thoughts and prayers are with you all
hugs sassyxxx

All of the proceeds of these Digi stamps will go to the Meningitis Search 4 a Vaccine Campaign.
please pop over to her blog crafters kitchen where you can help by purchasing these two stamps by theses two wonderful people

Monday, 9 November 2009

need a hug off encouragement mum

hi mum....well got my hospital appointment on Wednesday and im not feeling very really worried but i know youll be with me in those corridors weve sat before ..i really miss you loads today mum and i have my mummy days most days but today after the pig of a wekend i just need a hug from you and your not here to hold me i miss you sweetheart please can you send me another feather....if i cant have a hug a feather kiss will be perfect.. your everloving daughter..will see you in my dreams xx

Sunday, 8 November 2009

Rembering You

RemembranceRemembrance is a golden chainDeath tries to break,but all in vain.To have, to love, and then to partIs the greatest sorrow of one's heart.The years may wipe out many thingsBut some they wipe out never.Like memories of those happy timesWhen we were all together.~ Author Unknown

Wednesday, 4 November 2009

For Jaques Dad

Thoughts and Prayers for jaques Dad
I would like to thank everyone who has written of your concerns about my Dad. He is out of the hospital and back in the Life Care Center but is not doing well at all. He is very confused and has alot of difficulty with mobility...can't use a fork or spoon now and can't pick up a glass...So he is back in therapy to see if there will be any improvement. Please continue to keep him in your thoughts.

Tuesday, 3 November 2009

Just one Thing

Found this today and love it...
Inspirational quote

JUST ONE One song can spark a moment, One flower can wake the dream. One tree can start a forest, One bird can herald spring. One smile begins a friendship, One handclasp lifts a soul. One star can guide a ship at sea, One word can frame the goal One vote can change a nation, One sunbeam lights a room One candle wipes out darkness, One laugh will conquer gloom. One step must start each journey. One word must start each prayer. One hope will raise our spirits, One touch can show you care. One voice can speak with wisdom, One heart can know what's true, One life can make a difference, You see, it's up to you!


Sunday, 1 November 2009

Never to old to My Dad 10.06.29 - 26th 06.08

The computer swallowed Grandpa,Yes, honestly its true!
He pressed 'control and 'enter' and disappeared from view.
It devoured him completely,The thought just makes me squirm.
He must have caught a virus, or been eaten by a worm.
I've searched in the recycle bin And files of every kind;
I've even used the Internet,But nothing did I find.In desperation, I asked Jeeves
My searches to refine. The reply from him was negative,
Not a thing was found 'online.'So, if inside your 'Inbox,' My Grandpa you should see,
Please 'Copy, Scan' and 'Paste' him
And then send him back to me.?
This is a tribute to all the Grandmas and Grandpas who have been fearless and . .....learned to use the Computer…..They are the greatest!We do not stop playing because we grow old; We grow old because we stop playing.
NEVER Be The First To Get Old!
brilliant sis...just bloomin brill...and i hope i may dedicate this to My Dad he started messing with computers aged 78 and he blew me away with his attempts and i have some pictures he sent on a cd...all edited from Him to Me
** r.i.p. dad fell asleep june 08**.

Happy Birthday Mom 1st-11-29 to 13-12 -08

Happy Birthday my as always your card...with roses from Jayne.. mine are here too..always remembered never be you always and forever xxxxxx

Saturday, 31 October 2009

Im sure this would have been her words....

Well i did it i may as well add something so here goes.... Just for you mum i love and miss you so much it hurts i read this a while ago and would love to think it was from my mum and dad loosing them both was such a ordeal as there time to go was so near to one another my world rocked and shook it took hold and has had such a profound impact on my life and never have i felt this pain so just to say i love you both and watch over me whilst i sleep
When tomorrow starts without me, and I am not here to see,If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me,I know how much you love me as much as I love you,And each time you think of me I know you'll miss me too.But when tomorrow starts without me please try to understand,That Jesus came and called my name and took me by the hand.He said my place is ready in heaven far above,And that I have to leave behind all those I dearly love.But as I turned to walk away a tear fell from my eye,For all my life I'd always thought it wasn't my time to die.I had so much to live for and so much yet to do,It seems almost impossible that I was leaving you.I thought of all the yesterdays the good ones and the bad,I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had.If I could have stayed for just a little while,I'd say goodbye and kiss you and maybe see you smile.But then I fully realise that this could never be,For emptiness and memories would take the place of me.And when I thought of worldly things that I'd miss come tomorrow,I thought of you and when I did my heart was filled with sorrow.But when I walked through Heaven's gate and felt so much at home,As God looked down and smiled at me from his great golden throne.He said "This is eternity, And all I've promised you,Today your life on earth is past, but here it starts anew.""I promise no tomorrow but today will always last,And since each day's the same here there's no longing for the past."So when tomorrow starts without me don't think we're far apart,For every time you think of me I'm right here in your heart.