
Today i recieved in the post the tiny paper christmas decoration to write in memory of my Mum from our funeral directors i noticed when arranging my mums funeral for christmas eve i looked a the lovely rememberance christmas tree...ive not too been too bad till the letter arrived and i want to write something on it to go there and hang it in her memory ....and for the first time in my life im stuck...i just cant find the words......i feel in sinking again and as her year anniversary is looming 13th December in so terribly sad......and feal so lonely....its going to be a hard christmas but not just for me..and i wish with all my heart i could help ease others suffering too...but i feel useless...al i can say to any one reading this is i do know what you all must be feeling and all i can send is a gentle hug....to you all