Christmas eve memories

It been four very lonely years since this day when we laid you to rest......at the moment mum im not well  again and have got out of bed to tell you how i miss you..and thanks  for the visit the other night i saw you smiling and felt your arms around me perhaps that why im feeling a bit better...i cant help but cry as i write this ,look after all those newest  little angels and comb their hair mom...love and miss you so much..for once in my life i dont know what to say,,,  my sweetheart wish you could come home.........

love you with ever beat of my heart

your everloving daughter 

susan

my love goes out to all my firend s and all across the world to rhose who also have lost loved ones 

may we all find the strength to continue..our travels.our life ..our journey  with you all beside us 

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My tribute to the Angels

I set up this blog a while ago for memories to share for the ones who have left us our loved ones our friends a place to channel any thoughts.. it was my way of helping me through the deaths of my parents s who died so close together close together it  was and still has  been  many dark days as im sure others have had to bare but  to hear  the awful news of those children  and their teachers i feel it fitting to place them here so from time to time i can lite a candle i fell powerless to help when all i want to do is give everyone involved in this dreadful aftermath is  my love..my prayers .

curtesy from FB

i hope so sincerely hope that one is to upset with me for this .....but its just something i wanted to do and i know my mum and dad will be embracing everyone..

mum gentley put your arms around them and give them a kiss from me 

sassy hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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My dad and Grandad fathers day wishes

Hppy Fathers Day Dad..hope you taking care of mum i do mis you both dreadfully but think of you loads ..all the time this is my one my last memory of my grandad too this was the last picture we had taken in 1960 he died soon after seeing his thrid grandaughter my sisiter babay janyne..... oh my word my coat...remember it was itchy what a horrid coat lol!!! and guess this is where my facination  with bows stems from ....thanks mum ....love and miss you so much mummy my sweetheart xxxxxx

Mothers

from a friend..lovely words hugs sassyxxxxxxxxxxxxx